Yay! I'm getting married!

Before I made this blog, I decided to keep it a secret first between me and my boyfriend (who's now my fiance). I just want to show him what I want for our future life/wedding. Ever since he started to talk to me about settling down, I've been excited about the whole thing. To say I'm excited about the wedding is an understatement actually. I feel like my head and my heart is bursting with feelings - joy, excitement, anxiety, worry, happiness, fear. I can't even explain.

Don't get me wrong, more than the wedding, that one fateful day where we tie the knot, I am looking forward to our life together. I can't wait to wake up next to the guy I love, the guy I've been with for the past four years of my life. I can't wait to be his wife. 

But of course, weddings come once in a lifetime. And as my boyfriend (now my fiance) said, "We both deserve a beautiful wedding."

So yes, I'm making this blog public. 

I don't know why. 

Maybe to share with our friends the planning process, the nitty gritty details, our wedding pegs, our feelings, emotions. 

Maybe it is to share to everyone that love (and weddings) require a lot of work and patience, but it will be worthwhile. In the end, it will all be worthwhile. And it never has to end really. Love is infinite.

We've only just begun.